They kept messing with my schedule so I had no idea when I was supposed to drive. I had been scheduled to drive today at like 6 p.m. but they showed up like 6 hours earlier. So I couldn't just leave the house without my parents knowing where I was(they're at work)and besides that I wasn't ready to go or anything. That was the 2nd time they'd done that to me for driving...
So I called my parents at work so they could get another time for me and they said they didn't know I was supposed to drive then and everything and the main teacher said she had told me my time was changed yesterday... I didn't even drive yesterday... D:< So they said they could just let me go right then.
So I already was mad. So the other instructor comes to pick me up and she ends up getting out of the car and freakin' yelling at me! She starts all this stuff saying that I DID know I was supposed to drive and that by making them come back to pick me up I wasted gas and wasted her time and cheated the kid that was driving out of driving time and all this other crap, demanding an explanation and stuff(though I told her the first time why I wasn't able to leave the house. ):< And nobody said I HAD to drive THAT night. Anytime would've been fine as long as they'd let me know) Anyway after she got all mad it made me all upset and I actually ended up crying (no huge sobs or anything but I did shed a few tears)since it made me feel bad and I already wasn't in the mood to drive.
Well we drop off the other kid and she makes me get into the drivers seat and notices I'm crying and says "Is that because your afraid to drive/afraid of me?" Ummm.. no! I was just fine until you got mad at me in the driveway! I didn't say that though, let 'em think whatever they want.
So I drove and passed the test thing, did some parking yada yada... I "passed with flying colors" even though I was all sad and upset surprisingly...
Anyway after all that was over the actual teacher called my dad at work and had to tell him I was upset and that I tried too hard to be perfect at everything.
Well at least I'm done with this until Segment 2 next summer. Maybe they won't recognize me by then..
*rant ends here* XD
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Anyway, I still haven't done much of anything with art lately. Don't worry though, I'll probably come up with some sketches and stuff when we leave for vacation. We'll be driving so I'll need entertainment. Plus it doesn't sound like we'll be doing much and I get bored sitting around all day.
I've been really emotional lately too. Ever since my birthday I've been getting real upset and crying over silly things. It's annoying me. I mean I'm sensitive and stuff but I can normally get away with keeping a straight face and not letting my emotions get the better of me...
There was something else I wanted to say but I've written so much that I don't want to take over your computer screens with text. I've got a wide moniter so I forget it'll look different on you guys' computers. XD;; Plus I'm not sure I should say what I wanted to say here, it might be a bit too personal/awkward to talk about, for me anyway...
Devious Comments
Some people are so fucking ignorant and dont care about other peoples feelings. and it often annoys me. well at least it is over for now. im srry that u cried. :'( ur lucky i wasn't in the car with you guys. i would have fucked that bitch up. you dont fuck with friends hun. *suckerpunch* lol
woops there goes my anger again. XD
and if u want talk bout that other thing feel free to come to me.
perhaps next year, when you go back to driver's ed, the people will be much more considerate. :/
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If you're determined to find happiness in any situation, its there. -Kate Gossiln
Yeah I hope things will be better next year. Either that or that they won't remember me.
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Art is not what you see, but what you make others see
-Edgar Degas
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